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Ok, so I've tried to get to sleep four times now. Not working. I'm just too scared. Sean found this really freaky website on the Beatles and how Paul McCartney might have died. It shows how some album covers and songs gives hint about it. I researched that all night and now I have a really weird feeling. Around 1:30 I put my lappy away, plugged in my celly, made up my bed, laid down and turned off my light. Then I just like started thinking which led to my head making weird noises, I swear I heard Paul McCartney's voice, or maybe it was John. I DON'T KNOW!!!! Well, that didn't work so I had to turn my light back on and I just laid here for a few. Then I tried it again. Yea, not working, so I called the only person that wouldn't think I was crazy if I told them the Beatles were after me, which by the way is my Sean Martin. He talked to me about it and relaxed me and gave me words of comfort. He told me to count sheep (or sm'eres). So I tried that. Yea, not working either. So I thought I could use my lappy for a night lite but that didn't work. I just don't know, it's weird, but I'll be fine. I guess the only thing the Beatles could do is make me listen to "The Glass Onion" over and over and over until I finally fell asleep. So I guess they would actually be helping me get to sleep. Hmm, I guess the Beatles aren't mad at me after-all. I'm really not crazy, so please don't think that. My mind plays tricks on me at night time. Like... the Hauncher. Yea, he's not real, but when I'm at Sean's Dad's at night it's a totally different story. Maybe not now since I've made *peace* with it. Right, Sean?

Anyway, since I still can't get to sleep I'll tell you of my day. I've watched the first 2 1/2 discs of The OC, which is 10 episodes. SO EXCITING. I was so glad when it finally got here! Then I got ready and picked Sean up to head down to my grandma's. My family was in from Alabama so Sean got to meet them. It was fun there. I went on a walk with Sean and I totally beat him at football on PS2. Well, ok, he beat me, but I was doing really good for my first time playing it! I've always said I hated football video games, but I totally want a rematch!!! It was fun. I'm glad he chose to trick me and put the football game in instead of Spongebob. Well, I'm getting kinda tired. I might try this thing called sleep again. See where I get this time. Ok, well, night night, sleep tight, don't let the Beatles bite. Woah, get it? Beatles are bugs, so it was kinda like... weeeeeeiiirrddd.

Love, Ashie