glitter

Omg, I downloaded this crazy video that Sean showed me. It was so funny. I laughed so hard I cried. I really don't understand the game going on, but the guy on it is crazy.

G'night.

I've been trying to listen to music on my lappy for like the last 30 minutes. It keeps freezing and it's realllllllllllllly making me angry. Not to mention I got my essay back and I got a 78! WTF. Oh well. I get to rewrite it. Not that I'll do too much better, but oh well. Today was my Ma's birthday. We all went to Quinet's to eat with her, even my Seany came! I was glad that he came. The food wasn't great but I was hungry. After we ate and chit-chatted we went back to his house and watched some of "The Green Mile". I actually ate my very first Cream Poof. Well, now I'm watching TV and reading my Paul McCartney book.

Incase you all were wondering about my day with Sean on Saturday, it went very well. I changed a lot of things and nothing really went to plan at all, but I guess that can be a good thing, I mean, not going by your plan.

Today...well, it was today.

Sean means the world to me. I love him so very much and I would give anything for him. I really do love him, with all my heart. And if he's reading this, then I hope he has a good day at school :-D. He's my cutey and I love him!

G'night.

I've been planning this really amazing day for Sean and I since like, well, monday. Today, I wake up early to start to get everything prepared and stuff just keeps going wrong. So now, everything that I had planned is ruined. Not to mention my parents are being total asses to me. I'm getting yelled at for everything. I guess I'll use my so creative mind to think of something else, but I just don't know how it will turn out. Wish me luck.

Tonight I went to the football game. I was alone at the beginning and I was just standing along the fence, looking out at the field and I just started thinking about my Pa. I really really miss him. It's been 3 1/2 months and I think I've just now started realizing that he'll never ever be here again. But what leads back to the "standing by the fence alone" thing, is that when I was on the field doing the field show, I'd always see him. Just standing there, alone, but with a big smile on his face and his Magnolia hat and jacket. It makes me sad that he'll never be able to watch another Magnolia football or another band performance. I get really mad at myself because I rarely went and talked to him at the games. I mean, of course I couldn't because I was either on the stands or marching, but I could have talked to him during 3rd quarter. I mean, this is what people do when they lose someone close to them, right? They think, "why didn't I visit more," but really, if they were still alive you never would have realized that you weren't visiting them in the first place. The thought is just making me sad about it. I'm gonna go watch some TV then sleep. I have a big surprise for Seany tomorrow.

Sean Martin just stopped by to get my OC video tape. He's such a cutey pie. He better remember to tape my OC!!!! Crazy cat!

I have to go to work in like 20 minutes. Oh bore. Tonight is the first night that I'm working with my dad. I think it will be fun, but who knows. He's been working like crazy especially since he's on strike and all. He went to work the pickett line from midnight to 6AM, then he went to Moundsville to help some guy lay carpet all day, and now he has to work at Pasco's til 10... with me. I kinda feel bad for him.

Oh yea, I think I have my parents convinced about going to Fright Nights in Pittsburgh for my birthday! That should be verrrrrrrrrry cool. I'm not celebrating my birthday this year, but Kennywood on Halloween sounds exciting; I really do like going to haunted house things. Even though I get scared out of my mind and I cry like a baby. Just kidding, but not really.

Oi, I do not want to go to work! But I shall start getting ready, in like seriously 20 more minutes.

Ta-ta!

I think I forgot to mention what happened to me Friday night. My parents stayed overnight in Grafton and Trent stayed with Adam Hommer so I was home alone. At around 5:30 in the morning my electricity went out. I started to hear really weird noises and I thought someone was in my house and going to kill me. So I walked around my house with my little cellie's flash light and searched for someone. It was really really dark so I decided to lay in my living room with my Allie. I still heard weird noises so the only thing I could think of doing (without interrupting anyone else's goodnight's sleep) was sleeping in my car until the electricity came back on. I actually fell asleep in my car for an hour. Woke up at 7 and went back in my room and slept until about 11.

I rode over to the competition with Judy. We got Grand Champions! Yay. Sean rode with us on the way home. We cuddled and napped in the backseat.

Today was really weird. I didn't really do anything until about 8:00. I went out to Sean's on an empty tank of gas, and just so you know, it's like 10 miles on a windy road. I knew my car would make it to his house, I just wasn't sure if it would make it back home. As soon as I crossed the railroad tracks by his run on the way home, my check gages light flicked on. That's when I got really worried so on all the big hills going down I put my car in nuetral and when my car was going like 55 I would put it in nuetral. I mades it home so that's good!

When I got home I decided that I'd take a bathey. I ran the water and looked in the tub and there was this little turd floating. Omg, it was so gross but so funny. Don't worry, I ran fresh water. While I was in the bathey, Sean called me to check to see if I made it home, so sweet of him. I told him all about the bathtub turd and he just laughed his head off! It was so cute. I love him so much!

Well, I'm tired...

DellPott: Trent did you poop in your bath tub?
AtDrKeInNtS: why?
DellPott: There were turds in your tub
AtDrKeInNtS: lol
AtDrKeInNtS: no

Just for future reference for all of you who might consider buying me something :).

My 2005 Birthday/Christmas List


I'm just about out of this and since it is my signature scent, I'm sure I'll be needing more of it.





Matching Chanel jewelry... So nice.

Ok, have fun shopping for me.

I just returned from Kingwood for the band competition. WE GOT GRAND CHAMPIONS! Yay, congrats. Especially to my baby! He did absolutely wonderful. I'll update tomorrow with pictures. Super tired.

Lovez you Sean Martin!!!

Happy 9 Months, Sean Martin!

The Sternwheel fireworks were so totally hot! They were really really good. They had fireworks come off the bridge and then some that made the bridge look like a waterfall. It was really amazing. And being there with Sean made it all so much better. We went to Cici's to eat. It was ok, Cucuzza Bella is way way way better. In the words of Sean, "it was a war-zone there," it was totally packed and the buffet line was running in opposite directions so I didn't know where to get in line, but the brownies and cinnamon rolls were worth it! I had a lot of fun today!!! I'm really tired so I think I'm gonna watch the season two of The OC again. Just because I can. Speaking of The OC, Sean and Derek are already on the 3rd disc!!!! Awwww, I love it, I think it's adorable!

Nite.

IloveyouSean.

So I just got back from my visit to Pt. Pleasant. You know, the home of the "mothman"? I've totally wanted to visit this place since like, ever? I totally didn't get to see anything. Not the factory, not the hotel, not even the mothman. Seriously. Sean got to see all of it!!! I'm jealous. The football game was so gay. Like, I sat by these hardcore Magnolia fans and they were really annoying and then on my other side was like 40 year old ex-cheerleaders who were SERIOUSLY annoying. The only good thing was the band and talking to my babe, of course!!!!

I stayed up last night and finished watching Season 2 of The OC. It was so totally hot. Sean Martin recorded the new episode for me since I had to work. Oh yea, work, that's another story. Anyway, I've tried getting Sean to watch some of The OC with me, and he'll watch it but I didn't think he was ever really interested in actually watching it himself. But yesterday he asked me if he could borrow my Season 1. It's so cute. I really think he likes it. Speaking of The OC, I ordered me this...



Super cute!!!! That's going to be like the last thing I get to buy for like, a long time. Stupid PPG workers. My dad told me that if 8 more people would have voted against the strike then there obviously wouldn't be one going on. Now my dad's out of a job which is going to be really... weird. He's already talking about going to school to become a male nurse. Totally ripping off Ben Stiller.

And on to the next subject... work. Well, I wrote about one of the workers at Pasco's and how she stole money in a past post. And my grandma really should have fired her the first time, but she didn't and now she just keeps stealing money and finding other excuses of how money comes up missing. The other night, I was working with her and I got really scared. I thought she was going to kill all of us. It was seriously scary.

Sean and I might go to the Sternwheel Festival tomorrow. I really really hope he's allowed, but if he's not then we might just hang out. Hopefully he'll be allowed to hang out. We could like watch The OC all day. WOW, I wants to do that! Or take like one final four-wheeler ride before the weather turns to crap. I'm finally going shopping Monday evening for jeans and a Homecoming dress.

Ok, goodnight!!!

Yo. I totally slept in until... well, whenever Sean called and woke me :). So nice to wake up to his voice! Talked to him on the celly for awhile then I had to get ready for my cousin's wedding shower. Surprised Sean before I went to the party. The party was a lot of fun. I'm really glad that I got to spend time with my Aunt Pam and Cousin Beth. I haven't got to talk to them for awhile and it was nice to just sit around and talk. The little kids are so annoying and they scream and they scream and they run around and scream some more, especially the "white one". My cousin's fiance is kinda weird and rude. I'm just thankful he's not mine. Sean is so much nicer than my cousin's fiance, he's totally not rude to my family! Well, tomorrow is the Labor Day parade so I'm gonna try to get some sleep. Hopefully I won't be scared like last night.

Night.

I love you Sean Martin!

Ok, I just heard music. I swear to god. I wasn't even trying to get to sleep. I was just laying in bed with my lappy and I heard like an acordion thing. O M G. I'm so skurred. I've not been this scared since like... after watching like... Ghost Ship. But that was only because I was on my way to NEW ORLEANS for a CRUISE! Torture! Not to mention I was sick the whole week on the ship. I had the flu. Ah well, I'm still kinda scared and it's too hot to keep my covers over my head but I'm like seriously tired. I needs to calm down and realize that nothing is going to get me. Except like the ghosts who live in my 100 year old house. Anyway, I'm going to try to count sheep like Sean said.

Wish me luck!

Ok, so I've tried to get to sleep four times now. Not working. I'm just too scared. Sean found this really freaky website on the Beatles and how Paul McCartney might have died. It shows how some album covers and songs gives hint about it. I researched that all night and now I have a really weird feeling. Around 1:30 I put my lappy away, plugged in my celly, made up my bed, laid down and turned off my light. Then I just like started thinking which led to my head making weird noises, I swear I heard Paul McCartney's voice, or maybe it was John. I DON'T KNOW!!!! Well, that didn't work so I had to turn my light back on and I just laid here for a few. Then I tried it again. Yea, not working, so I called the only person that wouldn't think I was crazy if I told them the Beatles were after me, which by the way is my Sean Martin. He talked to me about it and relaxed me and gave me words of comfort. He told me to count sheep (or sm'eres). So I tried that. Yea, not working either. So I thought I could use my lappy for a night lite but that didn't work. I just don't know, it's weird, but I'll be fine. I guess the only thing the Beatles could do is make me listen to "The Glass Onion" over and over and over until I finally fell asleep. So I guess they would actually be helping me get to sleep. Hmm, I guess the Beatles aren't mad at me after-all. I'm really not crazy, so please don't think that. My mind plays tricks on me at night time. Like... the Hauncher. Yea, he's not real, but when I'm at Sean's Dad's at night it's a totally different story. Maybe not now since I've made *peace* with it. Right, Sean?

Anyway, since I still can't get to sleep I'll tell you of my day. I've watched the first 2 1/2 discs of The OC, which is 10 episodes. SO EXCITING. I was so glad when it finally got here! Then I got ready and picked Sean up to head down to my grandma's. My family was in from Alabama so Sean got to meet them. It was fun there. I went on a walk with Sean and I totally beat him at football on PS2. Well, ok, he beat me, but I was doing really good for my first time playing it! I've always said I hated football video games, but I totally want a rematch!!! It was fun. I'm glad he chose to trick me and put the football game in instead of Spongebob. Well, I'm getting kinda tired. I might try this thing called sleep again. See where I get this time. Ok, well, night night, sleep tight, don't let the Beatles bite. Woah, get it? Beatles are bugs, so it was kinda like... weeeeeeiiirrddd.

Love, Ashie

Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits

*What color are your sheets? They're covered in palm trees.

*What color are your bedroom walls? Baby blue, purple, red, and silver.

*Do you have posters on your wall? Just one, but it's totally framed. *edit* I totally have two, I missed one, but it's kind of hidden.

*If so, of what? Britney. *edit* PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN!!!!

*Do you have a TV in your bedroom? Yes.

*How many pillows are on your bed? Just one.

*What do you normally sleep in? Depends on the weather.

*Descibe your favorite pair of pajamas? I don't have one.

*What size bed do you have? Twin, totally from Ikea.

*Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed? Nope.

*Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? No, but I talk on my cell phone anyway.

*Descibe the last nightmare you had? I was out at Sean's dad's and I couldn't breathe. I was laying near the road and Sean had my head in his lap trying to help me and his brother road up to us on a huge horse and he started screaming for help. I guess it was more funny than it was scary.

*Do you sleep with stuffed animals? Yep, two. My Tigger and my Martin.

*How many people can sleep comfortably in your bed? Probably just two.

*Do you share your bedroom with a sibling? No way. Sharing with Trent? Never.

*Do you snore? Nope, I sleep with my mouth closed.

*How about drool? Only when I'm extremely out of it.

*Do you have an alarm clock in your room? Nope, I use my celly.

*What is the carpet like in your room? It's fake wood tile. I didn't pick it, it was either ugly gray carpet or the tile.

*What's under your bed? Shelves full of stuff I needs!