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So I want to take a video recorder and make a fake Real World. I think I could do that if people would help me. It would be a good memory for summer. I'll talk Sean and Lyns into it. Maybe some other people would join in. Trent could and then he could like hit Lynnsie and we'll have my dad be the fake producer come in and kick him out. HAHAHAH! Omg, I really want to do this now. We'll get like fake jobs and everything. And Lynnsie will like hook up with a guy at the fake job and she'll be fired. HAHAHAHA! Greatness!

I saw War Of The Worlds with Sean and D today. It was actually really good. It was really scary though. The effects looked real and aliens always scare me. Tom Cruise and the little girl did a really good job in it. They could have done without a few scenes but it was still really good. I totally recommend it. After the movie we went to Mexican to eat. Excelente!

Ay yi yi, I have to wake up early tomorrow. Great, plus I have to work! SUCKAGE.

Yo, I was just thinking to myself about random things and I remembered about the night when I got a phone call from Devann saying that Lynnsie passed out. I really don't know why I remembered that of all things.

I think I got bit by like 10,000 bugs tonight at Sean's. We bought sparklers and firecrackers to set off tonight. We put the sparklers in the ground in the shape of a heart and we lit them all. It was really awesome. I can't wait to set off more firecrackers on JULY 4th!!! WOWOWOW. I also can't wait for WAR OF THE WORLDS! Oh yea, and I can't wait to go to Robinson next week. AND I can't wait to get my pool fixed!

Tonight was so great. I love going to Sean's house. It's so relaxing and calm and no one is in a rush there. I really have fun there! We sat on his bridge for a really long time, just talking and gazing at the stars.

I've been reading this website/blog for awhile. It's called Overheard In New York. It's really funny.

My favorite one so far:

Girl: How come music downloads here cost $1 and they cost $0.10 in Europe?
Guy: Because anything that makes sense can't happen in America any more.
Girl: Fair enough.

--86th & 1st

Today I experienced something totally cool. I know this may sound totally lame but I really don't care because it's awesome. Sean and I were sitting in my car, (mind you, it's night time with all the shiny stars and dark blue, night sky) just gazing at the stars with my moon roof open. It was really neat.

Sean came to my house today around 3 something. Surprised me actually. Went to his house for a bit, watched Emperor's New Groove, went on a car ride to Pine Grove, ate pizza downtown, and then I took him home. I'm extremely tired. I didn't get much sleep at all last night. Sleeping on a leather couch isn't what I would call comfy.

Well, starting tomorrow I have to update Devann and Lynnsie's blogs for them. I think I'll try to update them every other day. Devann updates hers a lot so I'll try to keep it going for her. I love blog-sitting. I might even update Sean's while he's at camp! I should update Annie's. Hmmmm... Ok, goodnight.

Guess what else I got? Besides a kitten to babysit and a new laptop, of course. Well, according to one of New Martinsville's finest I didn't "completely" stop at the intersection of Maple and McEldowney so I gots myself a warning. The weird thing is, he didn't pull me over for quite sometime. I was at the stop sign by Bruce fields and he pulled me over on the side street by the high school going to the tennis courts. I was so scared. At least I just got a warning. After he let me go I kept on my way to the tennis courts to see if Lyns was there. Yep, she was. So I talked to her, Jillian and Cory for a bit. Now I'm at my second home (my Ma's, plus my wireless internet works here) chatting with Seany, Lyns, and Trish... well, sometimes Carl, but not really. Oooo, the Real World is on, I love this show. I can't believe Johanna gets arrested on the very first episode. Woahness.

River Heritage Days starts tomorrow. I'm not even that excited about it this year. I don't have a pool anymore so the carnies can't stare at me while I swim and seriously what's the fun in having carnies in my backyard now?! Man o man, I sure will miss swimming with the carnies. Not like they really swam in the pool, but you get the point. Plus Dana, Jess and I always used to have a slumber party on one of the Heritage nights and we'd sing kareoke. Well, ok, that was just ONE year, but we totally rocked the kareoke. They're having ghost tours this year. Wait a second, they had them last year too.

I have to update Devann and Lyns' blogs while they're at the beach for two weeks. Fun times with the bloggy. Hopefully I'll have internet back at my house. I better!!!! That's one of the reasons I gots me a lappytop. Omg, speaking of lappy, I'm going to go.. 1.) watch Queer Eye 2.) watch some Strong bad and 3.) use the bathroom.

BYE!

So guess what peeps? That's right. I'm updating on my new laptop. I absolutely love it. I really do love it, but you know what, I love Sean so much more. I really do. He totally personalized my laptop for me. It's perfect. It's all silver, it's bigger than what I wanted but the small ones were muy expensive. However, I'm just glad to have my own. No parents, no little brother. Just me and my Sean on my computer. He put a few passwords on it so that no one can get on it! After him working on my laptop and my dad's totally messed up computer. I treated us both to chinese. Boy, I was totally starving. Sean had sugar all over his face. It was totally cute!!! The "I-Sorry" lady accidentally gave us an extra fortune cookie so I said that it was for both of us. It was a very good fortune, meant something for both of us. I don't remember what it said but it was a good one.
We came back and played on my laptop for awhile then I took him home.

My brother got a kitten. I hate cats. I have to babysit it while he keeps my Allie :(. Totally not a fair trade. WOAH. It just clawed me. Awww... it fell asleep right by my arm. It's cute when it's not being annoying.


Well, my laptop is hot but my internet is not. I wish my wireless internet connection at home would work. Ah well. I'll update later.

Where is my laptop?! WHERE IS MY LAPTOP?!?!?!? I've been awake since 8:30 (only because my mom came home) just to listen for my laptop. I got my mouse for it yesterday. It's totally hot. Let's see, I'm going to track my laptop. Package is "en route". It left Benwood this morning at 5:30. I'M SO NERVOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So my Pa's funeral was Friday. I knew when I woke up that morning that it was going to be extremely hard for me. The good part of the day was waking up to Sean's voice. He called to wake me :). There were so many people that came to the viewing and the funeral. We counted the guest book and there 466 people who signed. I saw a lot of people there that didn't sign the book so there were more people there; 90 flowers sent, not counting the ones sent to the house, and over 30 different kinds of food. My Pa was such a great man. I've visited him everyday so far and I plan to keep that up. It's so hard to sit in his house cause I just expect him to walk down the hallway saying, "Hey Ash, how's it goin?", but I know that's not going to happen and it's so hard to realize it. He was so nice to everyone and I'll miss him being there for me. I just have to keep telling myself that he's in a better place because he is.

You'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart
Always

I hung out with Seany tonight. Being around him really helps me. He'll listen to me talk about it if I need to and he'll help me take my mind off of it. He's so special and I love him. We played blackjack with his family tonight; that was actually really fun.

night.

I'm so tired. I miss my grandpa. He was such an amazing person. There were so many people at the funeral home today. I tried to visit with most of them but there were some I didn't know. It's so hard to realize that he's gone. He's gone forever and never coming back. I didn't even get to say goodbye. I was 16 hours away from him and I was riding roller coasters when he passed on. It's not fair. He's only 66 and healthy. I'm going to miss him forever and I can't even imagine him not being here. If I needed anything he'd be here in a heartbeat. He'd fix my car when it needed fixed. When I was in Florida he came over to my house, got my car keys so that he and his best bud, Charlie, could fix my car and surprise me while I was gone. And he just bought a brand new motorhome and four wheeler. Never even got to really use them. It's not fair. He was the best ever and now he's gone. I'll miss him so much. I love him with all my heart. And I can actually say, he was the World's #1 Grandpa. I love my Pa!

I love you Pa!

I am waiting for my parent's to get ready! AHHHH! no one is doing anything at all! I am really gonna miss everyone! Sean is gonna update for me so this should be interesting!

Loves Ashie

Who turned off the AC?! I'm so turning it back on. There, see, it's already much cooler. I'm leaving tomorrow and I'm not even packed. I still have one more load of underwear to put in. You can never be short of underwear. But my dark clothes are in now and I just folded my lights. Well, the ones that were... anyway. I want to leave but then again I want to stay here and be lazy with Sean and my friends. I'm really really really going to miss Sean; I shall buy him a Milka bar (German chocolate), a Tigger like mine, and a Star Wars thingy. I love him so much and I'll totally miss him. I'll also miss my Lyns and my Annie. I really hope Sean updates my bloggy while I'm gone. Well, I gotta finish my laundry and then maybe some sleep. It just depends. I love you all! Call or text my cell while I'm gone.


<3 Ashie

So you know how I was so skurred to go to the Gyno and people kept telling me, "it's fine, you'll be fine..." and my favorite quote from Sean, "You're going to kick yourself when you're done because it's not going to be so bad". And he was right! I gots to hang out with him after all that and then we ate some PJ's. Yummsters. We talked and watched Finding Neverland. Time always goes by so fast when I'm with him. He gots himself an earache. I hate earaches, they suck. Around ten thirty I took him to his friend's house so that he could spend the night. Annie and Jess stopped by so that we could chat before Annie left for Maine tomorrow.

Well, I'm tired and OH YEA! I gets my diploma tomorrow after I pay my fifty cents to the county office! Night.

So my Annie is leaving and I already miss her like crazy. She better call me or I'll cry.

Opps, gotta go to my fricken appointment in Wheeling. GOD, why Wheeling? Why not IN TOWN!

I'm getting so skurred. Why must I have to go today?!


Gynecologists are scary. I've already read and heard everything they do and everyone keeps telling me that it's not skurry, but I'm still really really nervous.

Wish me luck, my appointment is at two!

Lyns left me today. She went to hell, excuse me, I mean a camp. Annie is leaving me Wednesday. She's going to Maine. She'll have crazy fun.

I have a gyno appointment tomorrow. And everytime I think of it I make myself sick so I really don't know how I'm keeping these Spaghetti O's in my stomach. I talked to Marlie about it and she told me that there's nothing to worry about and she actually helped me a lot. Ok, this talking about it is not helping me digest my food. New subject.

My boyfriend is swimming right now. :-\ <----- That is me being jealous... I wish I had my pool back. Ouchie, I think my right jaw is...troubled. It hurts sometimes. Anyway, I updated Lyns blog since she won't be able to for a few weeks. Hey, I'm going to have someone update my blog while I'm in Florida. Maybe Sean will do it. Oy. I had some weird dreams last night. The first one, I was in Subway eating a Terriyaki Chicken sub with Sweet Onion Sauce even though I've never had that and I only dreamed I was eating it cause my parents told me that I should try it some time. The second dream was about the New Martinsville McDonald's and how even though they were tearing it down the owner still made the workers make food for people. And the third dream, I was at the Charleston mall with Priya waiting on Sean to get back from something and Chris Moore and Daniel Tallman stole my cell phone and I cried.

I remember when the song "Take Me Out" by Franz Ferdinand was hot. I hate it now. I have to pee, so goodbye.

Trent was actually cool this year. I honestly don't know what I'd do without him.


Ok, I'm tired. Night.

I can't believe that I just graduated. It's so unreal. Well, it feels so unreal. Maybe cause I'm tired and can barely keep my eyes open. It's 12:12... make a wish. *Closes eyes/wishes* There. I think that should end my night. Here are a few pics of my graduation night. I'll write more and add more pics tomorrow.


**Sean and I**


**Mom, Me, Dad**

It's so sad to hear my dad say he can't believe that his baby girl is graduating.

Night. Oh yea, Casie, if you read this before I see you, the keychain was so sweet. I love it, but of course, the next time I see you, I'll tell you!