Saturday, January 08, 2005
I'm lost...
January 8, 2005
You know you can handle things even under the worst of circumstances, but right now absolutely everything is going your way. If there's a misstep, you can be sure you'll set it right.
#1.) Everything is going wrong.
and
#2.) I can't set anything right, even if I tried.
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I'm so scared. I just lay in my bed and constantly cry. To be honest, I don't even know why I'm crying. It's absurd, really. Maybe it's the depressing music I listen to, maybe it's my granny, maybe it's my cell phone, maybe it's the flood, or maybe I'm scared of certain things. I just don't know anymore. We picked out the flowers for my granny's funeral from the great-grandchildren. I got to pick them, I don't know why I got to pick them. Someone else should have, I wasn't good enough to pick them. But I picked Gerbera Daisies. They're different but very bright colors, I thought that maybe they would brighten someone's mood. Well, I'm losing it again.
Goodbye To You.
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