Thursday, December 30, 2004

It doesn't even matter.


The end of 2004 means the beginning of the real world.
I'm scared.



For as long as I can remember I've spent New Year's Eve/Day at my grandma's being bored. This year is going to be different. I really hope that Cara has her party. That would be sweet. We would rent pizzas and get movies. Right, Cara? ;)



Let's review my year, or at least what I remember of it:

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January
must have sucked because I don't remember any of it.

Feburary
sucked because my dad moved out.

March
sucked because I don't remember any of it either, except that it sucked.

April
was gay.

May
- Trent got suspended; I've always hated that teacher. Bitch.

June
- I had a pool party, but it rained.

July
- I went to Panama City, Florida, and my cousin got drunk.

August
- Band ruled my life, and I lost my bling-bling.

September
- The flood ruined my life and my house.

October
- Turned 18, it's actually not that bad now.

November
- Spent a lot of time out of the house.

December
- Started dating Sean; December was by far the best month all year.

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My mom just back from Wal-Mart. All the Christmas stuff is 75% off, and she spent fifty dollars. Now I get to look at everything. Yay.






All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn't even know
I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time
When I tried
So hard
-- Linkin Park "In The End"



Where did all the time go?


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