Sunday, October 31, 2004
I need to do, what I feel like doing.
Last night was the Halloween Dance. Sean came to my house around 5:30 to get ready. I was going to curl his hair, but we/I decided to just go with the beanie. We were supposed to get ready at 5:30, but we didn't start getting ready until 7:15. We just sat around the computer and listened to celebrity soundboards on ebaumsworld. So blah, blah, blah we get ready, get pictures and then head out. We get to the dance and there's no one there, approximately (20 people) on the dance floor. No wonder, the music they played SUCKED, the only good song they played was Toxic, and only cause I requested it. So we danced until 10, and then headed out because it was boring. We went to the witch's graveyard since it was almost Halloween. Lynnsie, Garrett, Devann, and Kim came up to meet us, but wouldn't get out of their car; they were too scared. We were just talking to them when this truck pulls up behind Lynnsie's car, so she leaves the graveyard, and it's just Sean and I while this crazy truck drives around in circles. We hide behind this gravestone/bush thing and eventually the truck leaves, so we go sit under a tree for awhile, and some more trucks show up. It was weird. Then Cara calls and she comes up to the graveyard, and we're all just talking when we hear some "moan" thing. Ok, freaked me out, anyway, we walked over to the witche's grave and talk for awhile, and then, I SWEAR, I hear a witch's cackle. Freaked me out again. After that excitement Sean had to go home, so I went to Garrett's and we hung out for awhile. Fun times.
*Sean and I
Saturday, October 30, 2004
Pace yourself for me.
The Oak Glen game was a good last football game, forever. I sat by Sean and Casie on the way up, sat by Sean and Garr at the game, made up with Lynnsie during 3rd quarter, sat by Sean on the way home, (So annoying when people sing songs and don't know the real lyrics), went to 7/11 and then took Sean home.
Tonight is the Halloween dance and I'm trying to find something for me and Sean to wear. We're going as Justin and Britney. I'm going to try to curl his hair, but if it doesn't work then he'll have to wear a beanie.
Choice #2
Well, I'm going to go find something to wear.
Goodbye.
Thursday, October 28, 2004
I need time, love, joy, space.
It's crazy. I just washed and vacummed my car. I've never done that before. EVER! It's so weird. I've had my car for 2 years and the only other time I've washed it was last year when I was washing the Camaro for prom and I felt bad for my car. Well, since my car is nice and clean, I have new rules.
Rule #1
All muddy/dirty shoes will be removed before entering the vehicle and placed in the trunk incase they smell bad. Don't worry, I have febreeze in the back and foot lotion if you're feet smell bad.
Rule #2
If you eat in my car, you will throw away the bag or leftover food. No matter what. That goes for drinks to.
Rule #3
If you buy something and open it in my car, the glove box isn't a trash can.
Rule #4
If you love me, you'll follow these rules, and these go for everyone... except me.
(: Well, those are my rules, and I know of at
least one person who will break those immediately :)
Goodbye.
I just want to be me.
*Senior pic - 1
*Senior pic - 2
*Senior pic - 3
*Senior pic - 4
*Senior pic - 5
So Sean and I went to test drive a Pontiac Vibe but Midway closed at 6, so we went to Bill Forbes, and we found this really cool VW Passatt, but no one came to wait on us, so we went to test drive a Mustang Convertible, which sucked. I didn't like it. Yucky.
Sean, Garr, and I went to Ohio tonight. We went to Marv's, saw Annie and then went to the Ohio marina. When we pulled up and parked we thought we saw some old guy's bald head, and Sean started beeping the horn, but the guy didn't move, so Sean went to see what it was and it was just a pole. And then we saw some truck by the river, and it looked like they were dumping "something" in the river. Well, the truck started to come back so we all ran and hid in my car. The light wouldn't go out so I was freaking, and made Sean hold a hat over the light. Haha, I have so much fun with them.
Oh well. Tomorrow is my Spanish presentation and I'm not freaking out so much. Maybe just a little bit.
Goodnight.
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
You have friends.
Here's a thought
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Sorry, the sarcasm at this school is actually getting to me.
Anyway, Sean just told me that his mom found out that I picked him up yesterday morning. Yea, ok, sorry that your son helped me carry in a gravestone for Spanish class. (Ohmy, I just used sarcasm again and I didn't mean it.) This sarcasm thing reminds me of Mean Girls. How Janis was just using Cady to get back at Regina, but in the end Cady ended up turning into a mean girl. So it's like we (all the mature people) use sarcasm at times, but they (the immature freshmen) caught on to it and decided to keep using sarcasm. So it's like, they're getting back at us. Ok, yea, I don't understand it either, but it worked in my head! Whatever, I'm really just wasting time because I have 20 minutes left of class left and I've already finished my project, and checked my email. Now I have nothing left to do except drone on and on and on and on.
I'm supposed to go test drive a car today, but since Sean got in trouble I doubt... omg, I have a ton of Spanish to do! Ohmy. I hate this. I'm too depressed to continue typing.
Goodbye.
Do You Dare?
OMG!
I have absolute tragic news.
It's so sad.
I want to cry.
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I think I'm allergic to my new Curious perfume.
Ohh, I have MORE exciting news. I went up to Garr's tonight and his puppy, Tink, actually came over to me and let me hold her! I was so happy! I had so much fun. We just lounged around and watched TV for like 2 hours. It was something I needed, just to sit around and watch TV with a great friend. I need to do that more often.
A Lindsay Lohan - Love Ya!
Oh yea, I almost forgot. Tomorrow, me and Sean are going to test drive a hot car. I don't know which one yet. I'm torn, either a Pontiac Vibe or a Mustang Convertible. Hmm... I'll let him decide.
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
Club Paris
It's time for updatization.
What's this? Oh, that's right. More news about the #1 heiress of the year.
'Las Vegas is hot, Planet Hollywood is hot and I wanted to be part of the newest, hottest resort in Las Vegas,' - Paris Hilton
Sean got his new video game. I want to play it. Sean, if you're reading this, I want to play your game. How about next week when you're at your dad's. Sound good? Alright!
Sorry for the lack of typeness, my right hand itches and I have to stop every 2 minutes to itch it for 5 minutes. I know, it's a fucked up world.
Well, I guess it's time for me to start my project.
Bye bye.
Sunday, October 24, 2004
I'm legal, how depressing
Please forgive me if I ramble, I'm going on 5 hours of sleep.
I'm officially 18. It's weird because I've always dreamed of this day, and now it's like, "I hate being 18", and I've only been 18 for... 27 minutes. I don't want to be 18. It sucks. I want to stay 17 forever. I don't want to grow up. It's so depressing. The only cool thing about October 24th (technically today, but tomorrow) is that I get my new Britney Perfume and money. Ohh, and maybe some clothes for my senior pictures that I still need to schedule. I wish I was Lindsay Lohan. She's so pretty and everyone would love me, except Hilary Duff, but her voice has to digtally analyzed on her CDs and that's so out right now.
Mmmm... Birthday Ice Cream Cake is the best! Especially when it has Britney Spears/Federline's face on it. Tip: Don't lick the picture off the cake, your lips will burn.
I would like to thank everyone, omg, forget it, this ISN'T senior night, and that wasn't me who fell on the field while I was walking up the "flag aisle". Anyway.
My gifts:
1.) Sean's - I had to open it in the car since I had to take my ass of a brother to the movies. He got me a vanilla/caramel smelling car air freshner since he's always in my car. It's so cute, it has a little fan thing and when you turn the air on it spins. And he gave me a tie-dye key since he always steals mine, and a Bob the Builder card that was for a 3 year old, but he fixed it to say 18. Well, I found out later that he actually does think I act like a 3 year old! Haha!
2.) Half of Lynnsie and Devann's - They got me an Ice Cream Cake! I've never had one for my own birthday. Believe it or not, I always have wanted one, but my parents always said they were too expensive or "NO!" The cake was so cute, it even had a picture of my idol... Britney.
3.) Dana's - Every year Dana's gifts are crazy. She got me a really cool, mirrored, dry erase clock. Which is so totally cool. And she got me glow-in-the-dark-sticker-charm bracelets. Totally cute and "in". My mom is sooo jealous.
4.) Cara's - Oooooo... She got me a book called Bet Me by Jennifer Crusie, which sounds really good because it's about a guy who makes a bet to go out with a girl. (Bad idea BOYS!) And she got me picture holders which will TOTALLY come in handy since I am taking photography. Pictures are so "in" right now.
5.) Trish's - She stole me some, I mean, got me some pretty earrings. She said she bought them for me because she wants me to start wearing earrings. She also got me these rock'n MISfortune cookies. Haha, the first one I opened said, "wow you're ugly". Haha, so cute, I LOVE IT!
6.) The Other Half of Lynnsie and Devann's - Woah, woah, woah. They got me caramel-vanilla and strawberry lip gloss/eye shadow. I love lip gloss. It's so nice, so nice.
Thanks to all for such a great night. I had a blast with all of you. You're all great friends and I love you SOOO much!
Welp! Tomorrow I get my Britney perfume and that's what I've been waiting for since... it came out!
Saturday, October 23, 2004
I'm suffocating without you
Yesterday scares me.
My day of weirdness:
2.) At 5 o'clock I'm in my car parked by the "senior band rock" waiting for someone to meet me there so I could paint it (she didn't show), and I'm talking to Dana on my cell and I hear tires squealing again and then another big crash!
3.) And around 12 midnight, Dana, Garrett and I were walking out of Po-Boys and we look at the highway and we see TWO smashed up cars being towed!
Extras: I saw a possum walking around at the football game, and I found a piece of duct tape on my car window covering John Kerry's name on my bumper sticker.
I don't know what to take from that day. Are all the car wreck a sign for me to A.) be extra careful or B.) quit driving?
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Now it's rant time. I get home from Po-Boys around 12:30, and I got a message on my cell from Cara telling me to check my AIM messages when I got home. So I get home and ask my brother to "PLEASE" get off the computer for 2 minutes so I can check AIM. He throws a fit, but eventually I get him off. So after I check the messages I go upstairs to take a shower, and I get in the bathroom and lock the door when Trent comes up and starts pounding on the door yelling at me to let him in. Fuck that, I got in the shower anyway. So after I get out of the shower, I go ask what was so important that he needed in the bathroom for, and he said he didn't feel like going downstairs to use the bathroom. WTF?! I'm sorry, but I think Ashley's sleep for the ACTs is more important than taking a SHIT in the upstairs bathroom.
Enough.
Goodbye.
Friday, October 22, 2004
Ohmi
I just did a bad thing. Well, sort of. Ok, I made a mistake, but not the kind you're thinking of. However, it will affect me tonight when I'm walking out on the field with my parents. No Sean, I'm not talking about being "pregnant" and telling my mom... because I'm not. But that is not the point, the point is that I accidentally drank a Dannon: Light 'n Fit Smoothie. I know, OMG Ashley, that's just *gasp* TERRIBLE! But you don't understand, when I drink them, I end up having to pee like... a lot. A LOT. Seriously, ask Sean. I drank one before I went to his house, and I was at his house for a total of 7 hours, and I peed 5 times. I missed half of Zoolander because my bladder was being...full.
If that's the way you want it.
Austin: Where are you going?
Sam: I'm late.
Austin: For what?
Sam: Reality.
I took a 3 hour nap and I'm still tired.
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
--Ashlee Simpson "Undiscovered"
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
It gets harder everyday
Derek Zoolander : Have you ever wondered if there was more to life, other than being really, really, ridiculously good looking?
with his brother and his cousin. We
watched Zoolander and looked up cars on
the internet. Scions are so hot right
now. Especially the tC's. *Now, I'm home
trying to do my Spanish, but I
really can't concentrate. It's so draining and
annoying. Annoying like 'No Cell Service'.
Just look a little closer
You might find thats its not the end
--Ashlee Simpson "Give It All Away"
Monday, October 18, 2004
A dedication to my girl --> BRITNEY
I don't want to pierce anything. I think it's outdated. Belly rings and all are, like, old.
-- Britney
*So I sit down at 4:30 to
start on my college applications, but with
all the interruptions, I still didn't have
them finished by 8:30. Interruptions: 1.) Sean's
one hour phone call, 2.) Baristas pit-stop,
3.) Updating my blog, 4.) Computer crashing...
(It's ok, Seansy fixed it!)*
It's not the end
--Spice Girls "Goodbye"
I'm givin' it all away
Billy: She's the only girl that makes my heart beat faster and slower at the same time. When I'm not with her... I'm not living. I'm only existing until I can hold her in my arms again.
to the Mexican restaurant, be sure
to take a shower, wear clean clothes,
and fix your hair because you just
might get your picture taken. (Thanks Sean)
Boy meets girl
And she falls much harder than him
Baby, where’s the glory?
--Paris Hilton "Screwed"
Saturday, October 16, 2004
Don't wanna lose what I've found
Courtney: How could you not know what a glory hole is?
Christina: Well unlike my WHORE friend Courtney Rockcliff, I don't usually spend much time in men's public bathrooms.
I've been up since 6:30 A.M. to
march in a 10 minute parade in
Glenville. The highlight of the parade was
some kid who fell and broke his
swing on his porch. Yea kid, the
whole band saw you. *On the way
home, Seansy bought Jolt (2 pieces of
Jolt = one cup of coffee)
gum and decided to eat 6 pieces
of it and drink a Mountain Dew
slurpee, and Devann bought her favorite
people ice cream. So nice, so nice.
Lynnsie however decided to sleep the entire
way until she threw up her Jolt
gum.
I wish I had neon lights on my car. Oh wait, it's a piece of shit because someone made me jump railroad tracks!
I just wanna talk to you
And my broken heart just has no use
And I, I guess promises are better left unsaid
--Ashlee Simpson "Love Makes The World Go Around"
Friday, October 15, 2004
I love you, I hate you
I can't find my band shirt anywhere.
I've been waiting all my life
To finally find you
Just so I can push you away
-- Ashlee Simpson "Love Me For Me"
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
You can't tell me what to do
*Rule #1
--- Never, ever, ever let a boy borrow your car keys. They just might sneak out of the school and drive it. I'm not that bothered by it because he's a good driver, but it's the "what if"s.
*Rule #2
--- However, if you do let them have the keys, take something of theirs too. Like, for example, an $80 Fossil watch that they love. Because when you finally get your car back, and you're taking this boy home he'll realize that he did something wrong when you threaten to not give him back his watch.
*Rule #3
--- Eventually you'll feel bad and give him his watch before he gets out of the car, and by tomorrow you'll both be laughing about it.
Monday, October 11, 2004
Listen to Britney Spears
*The Listen to Britney Spears shirt is so HOT right now. Just like that quote Sean tells me to say to his brother Derek.
*Those two boys are crazy.
Sunday, October 10, 2004
...So exciting...
*So I finally got my scanner working and you finally get to see the pictures I've taken.
**These are from my photography project.
1.) This is my Leading Lines picture. (Sean, Lynnsie, Kelsey and Garrett at Lewis Wetzel Park.)
2.) This was a practice picture to see if I loaded the film right. (Garrett, Sean, Lynnsie, and Kelsey.)
3.) This is a picture of Kelsey.
4.) Close up of Leading Lines.
5.) Garrett and Lynnsie playing Romeo and Juliet.
**These pictures are of the flood.
1.) Case-case standing near the dirrty water.
2.) Annie, Garr, and Staci by the band practice field.
3.) The group.
4.) The river on Hydro.
**My pictures from Homecoming.
1.) Gonzo and Sean waiting in line for pictures.
2.) Case-case and Izzy taking a break from dancing.
3.) Annie with my glasses on.
4.) Trish-trish.
5.) Me and Sean.
Saturday, October 09, 2004
Too late, my time has come
*The best thing that happened to me all week? Downloading the new Britney Spears song "My Prerogative". It's the best song in the world this week. Since I have Shareaza I've been downloading like crazy.
*Obsession of the week: Downloading music
*Unobsession of the week: Horoscopes --> Sometimes, they're just too right.
*Celeb news of the week: Michael Moore is at it again.
--Finger Eleven "One Thing"
Monday, October 04, 2004
*tear*
My cat died.
I got her when I was born.
My dad found her in the grass this morning.
I can't think to type.
WHY?
Friday, October 01, 2004
Here comes the showdown
*I have the worst headache in the WORLD. I had one in Trig (3rd period), but I took an Excedrin Quicktab which made it feel so much better. But now I have one again. I think I have one because Jess-Jess was looking up naughty pictures of Paris Hilton IN art class. But that's not the point. There is no point. I have a game tonight and a competition tomorrow so I probably won't be updating for a few days. Thought I'd fill you in on that one. Not that you really care anyway. Just be glad I update. Unlike Sean! He never updates.
*Obsession of the week: Riding in Cars With Boys
*Unobsession of the week: CHINESE PEOPLE or shall I say PERSON and teachers yelling at me.
**Hot celeb news of the week: Another Paris sex tape? Oh, no NOT again.
I love to hear you say that you love me
With words so sweet
And I love the way with just one whisper
You tell me everything
--Britney Spears "When Your Eyes Say It"